My mother is the most loving person I know. Truthfully, I've never met someone who wants me to succeed as much as she does. When I have to pull an all-nighter studying for a test or finishing an assignment, she is always right there with me. I have the mom that I would always think is embarrassing in middle school. She puts sticky notes with words of encouragement on my lunch box almost every time I have a big test, what middle schooler wouldn't find that embarrassing?
My mother is probably the most important person in my entire life. As a teenager, I definitely do a fair share of screwing up. Time and time again, she forgives me and will give me another chance. I cannot imagine my life without her, and every time I let her down it almost feels like my heart is literally breaking, I can feel a pain deep in my chest. I love my mom more than anyone in the world and there isn't a thing I would do to intentionally hurt her. After all, seeing her hurt hurts me too.
I recently realized how easily I can hurt my mother and manipulate her feelings. This has made me think about all of my choices before acting upon them. My relationship with my mother definitely is not perfect but that's my fault and I'm trying to fix it. I hope that one day I will be able to.
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